Kissy Noises

I am not even sure if Jason knows how smitten I am with him! And I find it HILARIOUS that I am writing this after the post I wrote earlier today. I am not only crazy, I am the thing I never wanted to be, which is a typical female. But of course he called today and of course I am back on the Jason bandwagon. Of course I am, though. I love talking to him about anything - anything at all. And I worked up the nerve to ask him to go with me to Robyn's wedding and he said yes! Then I did a "typical female" thing and said, "Well, you don't have to commit right now if you don't want to..." and then I realized that I was being ridiculous and so I said, "but if you did commit right now, I would be psyched!" And he said yes! then I thought to myself that I wouldn't mail in the reply card yet, just in case. But Robyn said I was being ridiculous and that if he ends up not coming I can just let her know. I am not sure why I doubt that he will come. So, I mailed in the card. And so we will see!

And, when we were hanging up today he did something extremely cute and the fact that it made me giggle and smile for the next several hours further proves that I am typical. He made kissy noises into the phone. A big fat smooch across the miles. I ate it up. He has me. And I am sure it's dorky and I am sure it would make someone somewhere kind of vomit. But I loved it. And I can't wait to see him again and get a real smooch.

Of course, when we hung up earlier he said he would call me later...and didn't. So, what I said earlier still applies. But if I was trying to convince myself - or anyone - that I wasn't head over heels for this man...well, really...who did I think I was kidding?

Job Search
Wow...searching for a job right now is tough. I wish I had some financial cushion so I could take my time to find the right job and not feel like I need a job by the time I graduate. I have no idea what's going on with "dream job #1." First I get the email that she wants to follow up and then I never hear again...What am I supposed to make of that? Nothing, I guess. I know that job is a long shot. But still, it would be nice for them to call me when they say they are going to. So, the search continues. And now "dream job#2" is on the docket...the early stages for sure. But exciting to think that someone is going to get my resume to "the right people" at one of the most exciting companies around!

I am pessimistic that I will have gainful employment by May 21. But, I will keep trying.